Wednesday, April 28, 2010

will they have hamburgers in heaven?

I decided that before I adventure down under, I should get my-self in order. Besides getting my house ready to rent, doing a million pieces of paperwork, working full time, being mom and dad full time, I have decided I need a personal trainer person to tell me how to eat and work out.... so now I'm hungry!!

In all honesty, I am feeling small inside and inadequate to make this move. I know that if I look better, I will feel a little better, but that doesn't last long and I'm back in self pity mode! I KNOW I can't do this alone, God has a hold of my right hand! I just wish all those around me had a little more faith in the process, and the outcome! My mom, my dad, my kids! Don't get me wrong, every other minute I am drowning in reality, but I BELIEVE in so much more than I can see right now!! Don't you... don't you want to??

Diets are for wimps, Jeff Kotterman is for crazy brave souls!! I hope that Australian food is fat, sugar, and guilt free. So as I work at working out on the outside, my favorite personal trainer Jesus is working out my insides. It hurts but it is so worth it!! That' probably why I blog, to show myself proof that God IS doing what He said He would in my life! I love you God, and You love me no matter what shape I am!!


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